tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-2193995482072739335.post6508981967774191323..comments2023-10-03T13:11:50.704-04:00Comments on Submissive Missions: Some Struggles and FearsLeahttp://www.blogger.com/profile/17213567388808206135noreply@blogger.comBlogger6125tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-2193995482072739335.post-18000507033386400222015-12-13T21:18:25.692-05:002015-12-13T21:18:25.692-05:00I definitely will try to let God take those fears....I definitely will try to let God take those fears. It can be hard.<br /><br />I don't mind not knowing or having things planned. I just wish there to be... something that is planned by him whether he springs it on me or lets me know to build up the anticipation. Lately there just hasn't been as much going on and we finally had a talk about that. I have an idea to implement and see where he takes it sometime this week.Leahttps://www.blogger.com/profile/17213567388808206135noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-2193995482072739335.post-61105050226832306842015-12-10T06:53:21.450-05:002015-12-10T06:53:21.450-05:00Ah wonderful! then pray to God and he will keep yo...Ah wonderful! then pray to God and he will keep you safe and your Sir. You don't need to worry! :)<br /><br />Ok, I'm sure your Sir will be happy to take more control? I assume he desires to but he is waiting for you to be ready :) <br />Do you prefer to know what's happening? For example do you like to know when he is going to spank you or play with you? Or do you prefer to not know, for it it be a surprise? <br /><br />Daisy Anonymousnoreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-2193995482072739335.post-23202024811391147892015-12-09T20:30:34.136-05:002015-12-09T20:30:34.136-05:00Thanks. I know that I'm never going to get ove...Thanks. I know that I'm never going to get over it, but I hope I can get back to myself.Leahttps://www.blogger.com/profile/17213567388808206135noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-2193995482072739335.post-57353526530644124362015-12-09T20:29:16.199-05:002015-12-09T20:29:16.199-05:00Thank you. I do have a religious faith so prayer c...Thank you. I do have a religious faith so prayer can definitely help!<br /><br />I enjoy the control, overall. I like most types of play, but for me it's about the lack of control. Sir beat my ass last night, unplanned and it was FUN! I miss that. But without his control, its not quite the same.Leahttps://www.blogger.com/profile/17213567388808206135noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-2193995482072739335.post-28655854770394092472015-12-08T19:09:28.010-05:002015-12-08T19:09:28.010-05:00Grieving has not timetable...and the death of a lo...Grieving has not timetable...and the death of a loved affects us for a lot longer than we realize. It will all the come back, the urge to please, the wanting to serve...hand in there.<br />hugs abbyabbyhttps://www.blogger.com/profile/15842526901481062563noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-2193995482072739335.post-47016731363046420892015-12-08T16:55:56.000-05:002015-12-08T16:55:56.000-05:00Hi Lea
I have those fears myself. If my Sir is l...Hi Lea <br /><br />I have those fears myself. If my Sir is late I will start to think the worst. I have faith so when I pray that is a big comforting to me. I am no way pushing you in that direction! Just I understand those fears. <br /><br />Even if that urge to "do better" is small that's a big step forward. It will return! <br />Maybe this is your time to really think what you enjoy in D/s it's meant to be fun after all? <br /><br />Daisy Anonymousnoreply@blogger.com