tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-2193995482072739335.post4681154571044925874..comments2023-10-03T13:11:50.704-04:00Comments on Submissive Missions: Restrictions/SlumpLeahttp://www.blogger.com/profile/17213567388808206135noreply@blogger.comBlogger4125tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-2193995482072739335.post-69003871344239706832014-12-10T15:47:32.162-05:002014-12-10T15:47:32.162-05:00Haha, treasure, you're so right! It is very di...Haha, treasure, you're so right! It is very difficult for me to turn off my brain sometimes!<br /><br />I hope with time I can learn to let go an accept more, and not resist, even internally each time. Perhaps it gets easier with time and experience.<br /><br />Your thoughts do matter, in that I appreciate them. I look up to you in a way, and even if Sir or myself disagreed, there is always room to think about someone else's idea or point of view.Leahttps://www.blogger.com/profile/17213567388808206135noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-2193995482072739335.post-38832836316002595962014-12-10T13:37:45.456-05:002014-12-10T13:37:45.456-05:00I find the same; I am more aware of and active in ...I find the same; I am more aware of and active in my submission when I reflect, blog, and read others. I think putting it "to paper" does help. It makes it real, it makes me accountable, and it gives Sir a clue into my mindset (he reads my blog).<br /><br />I think I need to actively work on thinking about HIM when I'm doing things for us and the house. How it makes it easier on him, how it helps him, how happy he'll be when he sees it done, etc.Leahttps://www.blogger.com/profile/17213567388808206135noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-2193995482072739335.post-74345085532950554882014-12-09T13:38:18.979-05:002014-12-09T13:38:18.979-05:00Much like me, you think too much. Much like my Ma...Much like me, you think too much. Much like my Master, He's chipping away at you, bit by bit, taking control and it's not easy. You and i are similar creatures, we want so badly to serve and do it well, but we need to know whyyyy and how comeee and what nowww lol? It's so hard to just "be". <br />Honestly, that chain doesn't stay cold does it? It's only cold when you first put it on. The chain is just one more representation of His control over you, one more sign of your submission. You can make the decision early to fight every single step He takes to own you or you can love it. i am NO saint!!! You know this!! i have cried like a baby, i have asked question after question and laid away nights just because i thought something was too uncomfortable to sleep in. Years later, i'm sleeping in something much more restrictive, LOL! <br />Like you said, corner time isn't that bad you just need to clear your mind and give up the control, that's the hardest part. For me, it's embarrassing and my only reaction to being embarrassed is being angry or annoyed. It doesn't matter what YOU think you should be doing at the time, what matters is that you are where HE wants you to be. This one is a tough one to wrap your head around too, i know.<br />There's a common theme here, yes? Control. i think you're partially right, it is in your thoughts but it's also in your behavior and how you respond to Him in every way. You're never not serving Him, even when you're apart. The way you dress, the way you are thinking about preparing the meal when you get home, etc. You're always working to be a better you, for Him. i know it doesn't matter what i think, but i think you're doing an amazing job!! =)<br /><br />Good luck!! treasurehttp://masterdreamsprecioustreasure.com/flognoreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-2193995482072739335.post-17914762003177695932014-12-08T14:33:55.697-05:002014-12-08T14:33:55.697-05:00Blogging and reading blogs definitely helps me sta...Blogging and reading blogs definitely helps me stay in the right mindset. Just the fact that you wrote this post is probably helping you get back on track with what you want. It can be so hard sometimes when the vanilla side tries to get in the way... i try to remind myself that i want this, that i love serving Him, and that following His rules makes Him happy which makes me happy... Hope that helps :-) Foxy Canidaehttps://www.blogger.com/profile/18213859183982714306noreply@blogger.com