tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-2193995482072739335.post5665154549238633911..comments2023-10-03T13:11:50.704-04:00Comments on Submissive Missions: The First Bedtime PunishmentLeahttp://www.blogger.com/profile/17213567388808206135noreply@blogger.comBlogger3125tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-2193995482072739335.post-91075458462486131542016-04-28T16:53:37.043-04:002016-04-28T16:53:37.043-04:00Yes, I find it so strange that I like being humili...Yes, I find it so strange that I like being humiliated. Well- like you said- part of me likes it. Anonymousnoreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-2193995482072739335.post-30454429157180937112016-04-27T22:33:53.966-04:002016-04-27T22:33:53.966-04:00Honestly, reading your words I was at first, a lit...Honestly, reading your words I was at first, a little bit horrified, because I didn't know the set-up of your relationship - how you've negotiated, or worked on that sort of thing being appropriate, seemingly out of nowhere.<br /><br />But if you're okay with it, and okay with it enough to have masturbated to it - then it works for you.<br /><br />I too have embarrassment over admitting certain things out loud to him, and while I wouldn't say I enjoy being humiliated (or else it wouldn't be true humiliation), part of me DOES like it, the part where he forces me, or puts me in my place.Leahttps://www.blogger.com/profile/17213567388808206135noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-2193995482072739335.post-39268583591589858242016-04-27T10:54:58.251-04:002016-04-27T10:54:58.251-04:00My boyfriend knows I'm a submissive and would ...My boyfriend knows I'm a submissive and would like to follow him. This is easier in theory, but I'm finding it harder to do in real life. My boyfriend and I moved in together six months ago. It's taken some getting used to, because we were both on our own for some time. We've been bickering for a couple months now. One recent morning I became angry because I felt he was being unappreciative of my efforts, so I pulled dry clothes from the dryer (that I had washed for him) and made a big scene of throwing them in the hallway and telling him that he could do his own laundry from now on. He went to work and I went about my day. He worked late that night, and I was asleep when he came to bed. The next morning I awoke to him yanking down my panties and pushing himself inside me, I tried to pull away from him, but he held me down, pushed a big dildo into my mouth hard, pulled my hair and told me he would fuck me however and whenever he wanted. Then he climbed on top of me and pushed an anal plug roughly into my ass and kept fucking me from behind. I was unable to move or get away, and the dildo was deep into my mouth, because he kept pushing my face into the pillow. He grabbed the wooden spoon from our toy chest and spanked me hard several times. Then he roughly grabbed my hair and stood up and told me to crawl. He pulled me into the hallway where I had thrown his clothes and held me tightly by the hair and told me to fold them. After I folded a couple pieces, he let me go and told me to do a good job and to come back to bed when I finished. He went back into the bedroom and shut the door. He left me there on my knees with my panties around my ankles and the butt plug sticking obscenely out of my ass. I folded his clothes and put them all away. It took me 10-15 minutes. I entered the bedroom quietly, not knowing exactly what to expect. He was laying down and told me to come suck his cock slowly. I got on my knees and did so. Then he told me to ride his cock. I rode him until he came inside me. I knew he wasn't going to give me any pleasure, and I was embarrassed that I had to ask for permission to remove the plug. I was very sweet and agreeable after that. I apologized for my attitude. Later I commented that he had pulled so much hair out of me, because it kept coming out when I ran my fingers through my hair and part of my scalp was sore. He said I deserved it. Although it was humiliating, I've secretly masturbated remembering this so many times. I would be too embarrassed to admit that to him. I feel the punishment fit the crime. I'm curious as to what others think of this incident.<br />Anonymousnoreply@blogger.com